Am so sick~

Am so sick of people asking me some questions lately... I know many people are really concerned bout me and wanna know how and what i have been doing but i'm seriously getting sick of answering those questions. Actually i'm already in dillemma about what to do next after graduating and constantly worried about finding the right job or right path. And people asking me all those quests like "Have you found a job?", "Why don't u further your studies?", "Why don't you work elsewhere with higher pay?", "Why not go for some grad trips?" etc etc etc etc... are not going to help seriously!!!!.... They only add in stress and dillemma to my everyday lives...

I really wish i could have a super powerful microphone so that i could announce to everybody that in the world all at once so i do not need to repeat and repeat again....

I really hate when people ask me why i work under my prof where the pay is lower compared to other places.... Well...i know the pay is lower, but i really need this job to apply for PR and since he already offered to me, i think at this moment i should just accept it first. It is not tt ez to look for a job now moreover i'm not a PR. I feel that however shitty this job is, as long as i could get an employment pass to apply for PR i will still work for it. I really hate those people who offer suggestions like why not apply for this, why not apply for that, why not get a better pay job, etc etc etc.... Hello excuse me... All those that you are suggesting are 'maybe' solutions... it means maybe if i'm lucky, i will find some dream job with some dream salary...but if i'm unlucky i might be unemployed for months... So i think why not accept something that is concrete 1st? Something that has been offered to me already... at least for the next 1 year i know that i still have income... Next time if i wish to switch to other lab at least i could fill in in my profile that i have 2 years of exerience already... And i need to be in favor with my Prof so that he could be my referee...

The next most annoying question is like why i do not want to go for grad trips?.... Sure i would like to go for grad trips... But right now i'm really broke... I have zero income... And i really do not want to spend my parents money to travel. Then the other question will be targeted to me like why not go to somewhere cheap like thailand or cambodia or indonesia?.... Well... let me tell you honestly... I really hate tropical countries especially those that are underdeveloped. Maybe many people feel that it is adventurous to go such countries but for me hell no!!! I dread the hot weather (it's like now Malaysia and Singapore are not hot enuf!!!), I dread the dirty environment, I hate the dirty food, I hate the dirty water etc etc etc... I feel that if i want to travel i want to relax... I want to breathe in cool nice air... I want to have clean food... Clean water to drink... Nice sceneries... I mean, for me, the whole idea of travelling is to let myself enjoy and relax and not to let myself feeling disgusted at all the basic neccesities. And i guess the nearest countries that have all these nice environment and food are countries like China, Taiwan, Korea etc... And all these countries need at least S$1000 to travel... Hello...that's hell lotsa money for an unemployed like me... I would rather work 1st to save up money and travel at ease...

Anyway...i don't want to think about all these stupid questions anymore...Right now i just wanna enjoy.. BTW...going clubbing with frens tonight...so let's not let these spoil my mood...wuakkakaka.... IT'S TIME TO PARTEHHHHHH~~~~